I’m still searching here. I haven’t given up, and won’t , but there are times when I’m processing and can’t get to the point of being ready to write. Yesterday, I experienced a couple or three moments of true realization and awareness of God’s presence and of the Spirit speaking to my heart and mind. I felt a tangible easing of my stress and tension as well as a fullness that I haven’t been feeling of late. It was more relief than what most would identify as joy, but I want everyone to understand that there are many aspects to our experiences of joy. 

So, how to I find The words to write and explain how my joy is impacted by moments of aunthentic communion with God? Sometimes there are no words….